.Feeling Blue.
Been kinda down recently..

Mostly cause of money and friendship issues.



Taking about friendship stuffs 1st.



This year is a ESPECIALLY important year for me.

It's my 3rd year in RP and I gotta excel my studies!

FYP is really wasting far too much of my precious time thus I got no choice but to work lesser just to squeeze time for it. My FYP team mates which is also my good friend, keep on neglect our meetings by going to her model castings and all. I feel that it is FUCKING unfair as I am already making so much sacrificing for our FYP and yet she can jolly well still go for castings and jobs. HEY! I am earning a pathetic amount of 200 bucks when I can actually earn more den my current situation. I couldn't take this matter to myself anymore and so, I told her off during our FYP meeting. I didn't criticize her wad-so-ever or even mention any vulgarities because my main intention wasn't to make things worst. I said this out to improve on the situation. But she's dam defensive and start to argue back. When she couldn't get my point, I start to "quarrel" with her and end up, she CRIED. WTF? Honestly, I did feel guilty but hey! Wad is the point of crying? To show that your so maligned? Well, IGNTS den. U said that my words were offensive and sarcastic. Is that so?? If my words are so mean, did you even think of what you said to offend me? But saying my future career sucks and all? By putting me down with your words? Who is more offensive?? Whose word is more mean? But I didn't voice it out to you cause I treasure you as a friend. But from now onwards, I SWEAR that I am not going to give in to your nonsense again. Enough is enough.. I have gone through too much.





Secondly, MONEY issue is what taunting me every single day.



My income is lesser for this year so financially, I am broke.

When I am broke, I can't do fufil my favorites hobby..

Shopping, K box, entertainment is far out of my reach nowadays..

When my phone bills come, I can only stare at it desperately.

I WAN TO GRADUATE ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!

I wan to start working and buy wad ever stuffs I fancy and go enjoy myself as much as possible.



HAIIS! I NEED MORE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





To GOD up above:

If you seen my post, please please drop some money down the skies!